To start of, I apologise for the lack of a birthday gift or celebration with you due to work and I do not want any thank you note back from you because it will be weird and awkward. I've never been good at expressing my emotions in the house, nor do I even speak up much at home. This birthday post is crucial because you, along with I have gone through so much the entire year and it will be unfilial of me to not speak up about it despite me being unfilial 80% of the time.
I thank you for staying up and waiting for me to come home (or not sometimes); picking me up from work everyday; and just being there for me as a whole. It wasn't the perfect year I visualised it to be when I decided to take a gap year but it was an experience. I regret nothing and I hope you hold no grudges and forgive everything. You are a good man and I am fucking proud to call you my father- ask any of my friends you've met. I talk highly of you although I never showed it to you. I don't have the best attitude, I'm never the good daughter you and mummy wanted but I'll try from now.
Not the best father in the whole wide world neither the perfect father, but my father.
I love you and happy birthday again, hope you enjoy your day ahead.
xoxo
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