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and low self-esteem, 

inferiority complex,

withdrawal from society because of the inability to rise to expectations. 

Stress, where are you? Please hit me soon before it's too late. I hate how I'm such a last minute worker, only cramming notes and facts days before my papers but I can't afford to do so this time. I need motivation. I need the drive. I need to get the engine going.

i need... i need...

It isn't too late to start, is it? I don't want to lose, I don't want to disappoint myself or anyone else who has great expectations of me, I don't want a repeat of my failure from A Divs. 

I want to do well and I want to succeed. 

#BuckTheFuckUp